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I Hate Saturdays

Every since my husband started having Saturdays off, I have begun to loathe them. He has nothing to do, sits idle, stews, and then drinks. Most Saturdays he drinks way too much and either turns into a very romantic and … Continue reading

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Journal Entry from July 2007

I’ve come to the conclusion that in the end, it doesn’t really matter. It doesn’t matter how much I want a normal family or a normal life or a normal relationship. It doesn’t matter if I wince when I hear … Continue reading

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One Day, One Step

A situation arose yesterday with a ghost from the past. Previously, issues like this would have sent him running fast to the bottle to deal – unable to cope wth the bad feelings, my opinion, or the anxiety – and … Continue reading

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Hope

After what happened two weeks ago,  I contemplated long and hard what to do. Do I stay? Do I go? Do I let him sit in jail? Do I get him out? How do I raise the $2500 to do … Continue reading

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